2011.10.21

I know, without you, I can’t even live.

I really need you by my side, yeah; I love you as they said.

I will never tell you why am I so silly choose to love you.

You are the only one, the only one who I really care about.

Wishing that one day you will love me as what I do.

Wishing that one day you will know the secret which deep inside the core of my heart.

I am very sure, this time I will be sober.

I know, maybe you will run away from me if you know this secret.

That’s why; I know I must help you to get the happiness that you want although it will be very hurt for me.

Still, I am really willing to do that for you.

As what I do before, I will let go my love for you as what I do for him when I know my friend falling for the boy I falling at first.

I still can remember, a friend told me before:

“Mandy, don’t ever sacrifice yourself in the domain of love as this is very silly and nobody will say thank you to you. Besides, you do those things for somebody you not really have to. Be smart and be a winner in love.”

But, I know, this will be the harder task for me than letting go who I love.

I can’t do it.

I just wishing that you will be very happy and smiling all the time.

This is what I always wishing and seeking for.

2I love you, my dear.

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